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So lets see, whats been going on....class is starting in a week, class class class. I guess ive been thinking about that a bunch lately. Finally finished that stupid assignment from freshman experience today, it was so short, i did it in about 45 min. or half an hour. It's like ive been procrastinating just to piss myself off:/ I have no idea what to expect from college anyway, it could either be horrible, or great, or neutral or well....you get the idea...im still too scared to drive there, all those highways...i feel like such a loser with that, like i cant accomplish anything that takes the least guts. I guess i'll probably eventually do it but who knows. Um lets see what else...i feel sick, i wonder how long this is going to last and how its affecting my mood. I just feel like something's coming...some sort of period where my general disposition is going to be a certain way...and I have no idea what that disposition will be and also, im not making too much sense, and using a lot of dots, i noticed. yes. Actually the perfect word for my overall-ness lately seems to be "we'll see." And hanging at "we'll see" for too long can be unsettling at times but nothing is definite yet. Maybe i'll find out soon, whether i want to or not.