You can stop worrying now
Okay, in case people haven't noticed, I was in a bit of a mood yesterday and the night before that. Well, I've realized what a bitch I've been and it's over. I'm not in a mood anymore. I still feel kinda shitty, but being in a mood isn't helping anything. Best to let these feelings run their course because I think that next week I'll feel alright again. After this weekend is over, I'll feel better.
It was lots of things, and it wasn't anything that other people did really. I'd been stressing out over my weird dreams, my mind was all over the place, I was tired and I felt very lonely. And then people started talking about things that were making me depressed, they didn't intend to, but that's what happened. I was just being selfish. And then when I get in a mood I become so dumb. I thought that everyone was stupid and didn't notice that there was something wrong with me. I felt lonely, and I wanted people to notice me, to console me. Well what actually happened was that people did notice that something was wrong with me, but apparantly I scared them shitless and they thought I didn't want to talk to anyone. :( Now I feel bad that everyone felt that way. I didn't know that I was so scary. I just wanted people to notice me, but apparantly I suck at it.
But I'm doing somewhat better now. I'm not being a bitch anymore, I'm talking to people and I've got my sense of humor back. But I could still use a hug.
It was lots of things, and it wasn't anything that other people did really. I'd been stressing out over my weird dreams, my mind was all over the place, I was tired and I felt very lonely. And then people started talking about things that were making me depressed, they didn't intend to, but that's what happened. I was just being selfish. And then when I get in a mood I become so dumb. I thought that everyone was stupid and didn't notice that there was something wrong with me. I felt lonely, and I wanted people to notice me, to console me. Well what actually happened was that people did notice that something was wrong with me, but apparantly I scared them shitless and they thought I didn't want to talk to anyone. :( Now I feel bad that everyone felt that way. I didn't know that I was so scary. I just wanted people to notice me, but apparantly I suck at it.
But I'm doing somewhat better now. I'm not being a bitch anymore, I'm talking to people and I've got my sense of humor back. But I could still use a hug.