what is missing?
I've found pieces to fit the puzzle together. But there's not a manual for what to do with them now that I've found them. I guess use them. It brings the question, what the hell do I want to do with my life? The human condition. Once it attains a set of goals it seeks out new ones. But I could be satisfied with just what I have now. Though I should have gone out today, I didn't, was lazy. I guess I should go to the gym now. Then what? Eat first. Hungry. Need to remember to eat. Go shopping I suppose. Unpack more boxes. Find places for everything. Figure out how to carry on in the situations I've placed myself. Build relationships. I realize there is something to having someone you can depend on that simply can't be replaced with a drop in. It must be grown on. I can handle that. Disjointed. Not double jointed. Soldered. Motorcycles? Wear it on your face. There is so much potential in this future of mine. I am happy for it, but. . confused? This can be it and it will still be good.