Le Freak, C'est Chic

Oct 17, 2007 19:19

So i had one of those minor "OH SHIT THE CHAZ BUS IS GOONA SPLODE IF WE GO UNDER 50" moments today. To explain one of those WHERE THE F AM I GOING- and furthermore HOW. This was a combination of 3 factors as thus i could see:

1. Midterm stress. Next week is our first break in awhile and i had a crazy night planned game helping folks wise.. but they seem to have bailed some which is helping.

2. A rumor. yes a rumor. the dept. head is stepping down after this academic year. The apparent heir was rumored to be moving to A: full journalism (yuck) and B: Full PRINT COPY JOURNALISM EG: NO BROADCASTING. Now ive heard two- yes she will and two nah thats silly (at least part B).

3. Envy. Yes- something as dumb and as simple as envy. Which honestly bothers me personally too. My plan till this point was to try living simply- and honestly I still can do that. But now.. now I want to aim for the glass ceiling with a f--king rocket launcher and blast it to hell. And what from? one act- not even an act a consideration. Odd eh?

I usually would hold off on such decisions made at emotions like this but im reminded of a moment in Nuremberg (Alex Baldwin version) where the phrase about a sudden unintended honesty. Im thinking of transferring schools. The idea had been in my head for awhile. My plan had been get the steady COMM degree get a PR or Ad job work on anything else on the side. then do film degree. ... now im just gonna get that film degree. Because honestly i can chop together a portfolio for ads and news as it is now easy.

http://art.southern.edu/index.php/degrees/course_info/film_production/ this is what im thinking of doing.
Its an amazing program and really fairly close.
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