The Past.

Feb 20, 2005 23:13

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A Day That Will Live, In Infamy...

Two brown towels wrapped about one of the most precious things in the universes to me. ... A fifteen minute drive with mum over to Death's Headquarters... "There's nothing we can do for him..." Me - "Are you sure you can't do anything? Keep him here over night to help him?" Them - "Now.. we'd just be prolonging the suffering." "Fuck you... ... Alright." "Since he's already this far along, you wanna just put him to sleep?" Me - "Yeah..." Mum -"Okay." ... It's a painless injection of a barbiturate substance... It's like a massive dose of an anesthetizing agent... He'll just basically drift off to sleep." "The Deep sleep, you asshole..." "Oh. Okay." "You want us to take care of the burial?" "Yeah." "...Do you wanna keep these two towels, or just have us throw them away? " "You can do whatever you want.." "That'll be fifty five dollars..."

The death of one of my best friends... He was always there for me. Whenever I was sad, he helped me smile. Whenever I was angry, he helped me cool down. This cat was a blessing from the gods... I don't know how I would have gotten this far without him. ... Now.... How am I gonna get any farther without him? 03-6-03... I will never forget. I pray that the gods themselves see to it, that his furry little soul makes it to Valhalla, and waits for me and the one I love to meet him there... Heh... My last away message as I was running him up there said, "My cat is very ill." ... My cat is very dead, now... Well, his physical form is. Like all living things shall, he has died. Like me, like you, like your family... All of us will die one day, some sooner, some later... Death is the only constant thing in life... When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. Well, what am I supposed to do with the pile of shit life gave me? (I have a black thumb when it comes to most plants, so fertilizer is not an option.) Hard to see in this blurry world...
That's the most expensive fifty-five dollars that I've ever payed, and I ever will pay... I'm not going to class tonight... Forget it. ... I'll go to the fucking library... I'll get the fucking book, and I'll write that mother fucking piece of shit research paper... With, or without some fucking 'newspaper source'. Fuck those requirements. I'm not denying it... Denial is a river in mother-fuckin' Egypt... If I found out that I was going to die, I'd be hella pissed, but I wouldn't deny it.. It's just my luck.

Goodbye Smokey... faithful companion in all my evil endeavors. Loyal friend who could lift his nose up with the best of 'em... Great friend... We couldn't speak in words, but our thoughts spoke volumes. Gods bless, cat of all cats...

END }} End the Past.

Gods bless. In memory. Hail, cat of all cats... I pray you're enjoying your stay in Valhalla. I promise I'll join you. One day...
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