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I can't decide if not being stressed about my 2 exams tomorrow is a good thing or a bad thing.
On the one hand, not being stressed is usually good, especially given my tendency to stress to extremes. Experience has shown that I stress about things obsessively ahead of time, and then do extremely well on them and didn't really need to worry. One of the things I've been really trying to work on is limiting my stressing, because it is a greater expenditure of energy than I really can afford most days. My Crohn's has been a bit flared up recently, so I have even less energy to start with.
On the other hand, stress has in the past been one of my primary motivators, and I'm not really prepared for either exam or managing to muster the energy and force of will to do so.
On the one hand, not being stressed is usually good, especially given my tendency to stress to extremes. Experience has shown that I stress about things obsessively ahead of time, and then do extremely well on them and didn't really need to worry. One of the things I've been really trying to work on is limiting my stressing, because it is a greater expenditure of energy than I really can afford most days. My Crohn's has been a bit flared up recently, so I have even less energy to start with.
On the other hand, stress has in the past been one of my primary motivators, and I'm not really prepared for either exam or managing to muster the energy and force of will to do so.