Sigh
I just do not want to get out of bed and go to work today.
Last night saw the most pointless irritating argument I have been witness to/part of in a long time. And despite the fact that, from my point of view, the bulk of it was me attempting to be doing something positive, and being roadblocked by an argument that seemed ridiculous and petty, somehow at the very end of the conversation, through someone else explaining their point of view on it, it got flipped around so the fact that the entire thing had occurred was my fault. This bothers me especially, because now it's affected my desire to actually do the thing the argument was about. Also because a third-party ended up really upset. Well, I did manage to actually bring the conversation to something that resembled a conclusion and leave before bursting into tears, which is more than I sometimes manage in this type of situation.
Of course, a good chunk of the stress and frustration on my part of that argument was likely unrelated. My uncle is currently in the hospital because of pneumonia and not doing very well. I keep ending up upset about other things and then realizing that this is likely the cause of the stress.
Last night saw the most pointless irritating argument I have been witness to/part of in a long time. And despite the fact that, from my point of view, the bulk of it was me attempting to be doing something positive, and being roadblocked by an argument that seemed ridiculous and petty, somehow at the very end of the conversation, through someone else explaining their point of view on it, it got flipped around so the fact that the entire thing had occurred was my fault. This bothers me especially, because now it's affected my desire to actually do the thing the argument was about. Also because a third-party ended up really upset. Well, I did manage to actually bring the conversation to something that resembled a conclusion and leave before bursting into tears, which is more than I sometimes manage in this type of situation.
Of course, a good chunk of the stress and frustration on my part of that argument was likely unrelated. My uncle is currently in the hospital because of pneumonia and not doing very well. I keep ending up upset about other things and then realizing that this is likely the cause of the stress.