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it's 10.17pm when i'm starting this entry, and goodness knows when i'll conclude this, but reading zhexi's blog sparked off something. not like an avalanche of emotions, but a slow stirring, like how i'd always draw the tread off a loose end of a cotton shirt.
the one of the first thoughts that came to my mind was how zhexi is different now, even on his blogs. he has been letting on more into his blog, and his words more solemn than anything else. and, bless him, his entries seem to have become more frequent too. i don't know why i seem to be drawn by his entries, but as i read them i found a few issues that struck a chord in me too. to name them: tchs, wushu and grades. gone were the days i spent meeting up with zhexi and the familiar group of wushu-ers, and gone too, are the lines of similarities that connected us through the 4 years in tchs. gone are the times when i knew zhexi so well. perhaps i never had, but definitely even less so now.
well anyway, zhexi was stating how his current predicament in wushu. he feels that he hasn't achieved enough, but i beg to differ on this point. being an outsider now, watching them train through an impregnable barrier, i have seen him improve. gradually but surely, he seems now more alike to one of those i had seen and come to revere during competition.
i wonder how i'd look to to a by-stander.
the one of the first thoughts that came to my mind was how zhexi is different now, even on his blogs. he has been letting on more into his blog, and his words more solemn than anything else. and, bless him, his entries seem to have become more frequent too. i don't know why i seem to be drawn by his entries, but as i read them i found a few issues that struck a chord in me too. to name them: tchs, wushu and grades. gone were the days i spent meeting up with zhexi and the familiar group of wushu-ers, and gone too, are the lines of similarities that connected us through the 4 years in tchs. gone are the times when i knew zhexi so well. perhaps i never had, but definitely even less so now.
well anyway, zhexi was stating how his current predicament in wushu. he feels that he hasn't achieved enough, but i beg to differ on this point. being an outsider now, watching them train through an impregnable barrier, i have seen him improve. gradually but surely, he seems now more alike to one of those i had seen and come to revere during competition.
i wonder how i'd look to to a by-stander.