okay, a little update
so finally getting the car fixed and working again, then maybe I'll be able to find a job that's not only temp :/ sister's loaning me the money for it. Which I guess she felt sorta guilty for loaning my brother $500 that she knows she's never getting back for his bullshit lying.
so yay, someone in my family finally helps me.
though my brother just got a $800 computer (mom and his dad bought him) and a $100 wireless printer, lots of stuff for the dorm room that my mom is paying for and everything, yup. My mom is paying for this and his car through loans. wow, and to think how much she screwed my life over with her lame excuse amongst many incidents because "It's a scam to get me to sign a school loan for you!". That was also why my sister loaned him the $500. my brother said he was gonna get removed from college since he hadn't paid something for securing the dorm rooms which he had all ready done by my mom. he just took that money and instead bought a TV with a DVD player on it and I don't know what else he did cause I know that alone wouldn't cost $500. Hopefully my sister will learn not to help any of the shitheads in our family less get stuck out of money and them screwing you over which I've become quite accustomed to.
Funny thing about my mom's wanting to pretend my brother's the greatest person ever, the sad part is while she brags about him, he's not all that smart and has no friends anymore. They all ditched him after he told them all he was smarter than them and better. So while he's around here for the last few weeks it's sorta funny seeing him rationalizing it's better that he didn't have friends that he was better than. lol. He's gonna get his ass kicked in college and mommy isn't gonna be able to help him then!
yes, it's sorta pathetic I had some little rant on my brother but oh well
asides this the heat has been horrible on me. I've been sleeping for like 11 hours a day without meaning to... and even then my energy level is just drained. I need some sort of art inspiration too. I really can't do any CG works on this computer still and I'm not up for putting up with trying anymore. It just always goes Not responding -_- Or I guess I can color like some of those shitheads who still get $80 a pop for shit drawings, that wouldn't take up much ram to do lol.
and ummm... I LOVE YOU ____________ (yes you)
so yay, someone in my family finally helps me.
though my brother just got a $800 computer (mom and his dad bought him) and a $100 wireless printer, lots of stuff for the dorm room that my mom is paying for and everything, yup. My mom is paying for this and his car through loans. wow, and to think how much she screwed my life over with her lame excuse amongst many incidents because "It's a scam to get me to sign a school loan for you!". That was also why my sister loaned him the $500. my brother said he was gonna get removed from college since he hadn't paid something for securing the dorm rooms which he had all ready done by my mom. he just took that money and instead bought a TV with a DVD player on it and I don't know what else he did cause I know that alone wouldn't cost $500. Hopefully my sister will learn not to help any of the shitheads in our family less get stuck out of money and them screwing you over which I've become quite accustomed to.
Funny thing about my mom's wanting to pretend my brother's the greatest person ever, the sad part is while she brags about him, he's not all that smart and has no friends anymore. They all ditched him after he told them all he was smarter than them and better. So while he's around here for the last few weeks it's sorta funny seeing him rationalizing it's better that he didn't have friends that he was better than. lol. He's gonna get his ass kicked in college and mommy isn't gonna be able to help him then!
yes, it's sorta pathetic I had some little rant on my brother but oh well
asides this the heat has been horrible on me. I've been sleeping for like 11 hours a day without meaning to... and even then my energy level is just drained. I need some sort of art inspiration too. I really can't do any CG works on this computer still and I'm not up for putting up with trying anymore. It just always goes Not responding -_- Or I guess I can color like some of those shitheads who still get $80 a pop for shit drawings, that wouldn't take up much ram to do lol.
and ummm... I LOVE YOU ____________ (yes you)