Sep 02, 2004 21:51
While i shower i cant even relax then, ppl have been quite cruel to me lately and in the end i am to wonder whether i deserve it or is it unfair. I believe i deserve it. But i still dislike it.
I know nothing of this..boy, and he knows nothing of me yet continues to taunt and anger me daily. You say its because they show affection that way but i say it is just to find happiness in my anger. This is not affection this is just cruelty. I have not said an unkind word to him unless spoken to first by him.
I wish a cruel fate upon him at the present time, though i am sure i will wish it not in the future. So here i bite my tongue and close my mind.
I am trying not to make males a concern in my life. You say im an awesome person even though i know you are lieing.
I know you think i am depressed and violent.
......And i could care less....