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semester's over and in the middle of my alcohol class, i'm bored and realize yet again that no one really gives a shit about me and my welfare
yes i'm emo, yes i'm whiney, yes it's depressing and selfish but in my experience i believe it's true
no one wants to hear my bullshit except livejournal--i don't even want to hear this
i call joe two nights ago and he gives me the sweettalk runaround before i get pissed off and tell him to just tell me he doesn't want me to come over. it's a boy's night, he says, even though girls aren't usually there on weeknights anyway. except me. says he'll call me tomorrow. naturally, he doesn't, i didn't expect him to. i call zach tonight and offer to bring over food and beer. no thanks, they've already eaten. he might call me later. no, you won't.
these guys are the only ones that i hang out with on a regular basis anymore. i know they've never gone out of their way to invite me over to hang out, but it fucking hurts when i know that they're not doing anything other than sitting on the couch, drinking, and they tell me no.
i have horrible friends
yes i'm emo, yes i'm whiney, yes it's depressing and selfish but in my experience i believe it's true
no one wants to hear my bullshit except livejournal--i don't even want to hear this
i call joe two nights ago and he gives me the sweettalk runaround before i get pissed off and tell him to just tell me he doesn't want me to come over. it's a boy's night, he says, even though girls aren't usually there on weeknights anyway. except me. says he'll call me tomorrow. naturally, he doesn't, i didn't expect him to. i call zach tonight and offer to bring over food and beer. no thanks, they've already eaten. he might call me later. no, you won't.
these guys are the only ones that i hang out with on a regular basis anymore. i know they've never gone out of their way to invite me over to hang out, but it fucking hurts when i know that they're not doing anything other than sitting on the couch, drinking, and they tell me no.
i have horrible friends