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Hve been so sick for a whole week. had a fever and a stomache and some headache, I didn't even go to school. Tuesday I was dragged to Ikea to look at some shelves, and then stupid dad got both of us lost somewhere 59S, he had me an hour late for work. Then that day I was feeling the worse, I couldn't even last 2 whole hours at work, and had to get sick leave and go home. But now I am feeling so much better! Then today I got my paycheck, and Weeeee!! I didn't know it, but I think I finally have enough money for DOT Sha now! Yay!! I can't wait to place the order and take my son home. I have been wanting a BJD for years, now I can get one. ^^ I am happy. I must use this summer to sew a lot of clothes for my boy. ^^ My boy's gonna have so many lovely clothes! ^^
This is a messed up season. Spring is so cold and too much happened. Roses are going to bloom soon, but my fancy little hope is shattered because of one person. I worked so hard all these years, and in the end my hard work goes down to waste. Even after waiting for so many years I still don't get to see Kamijo, I guess it's destiny, huh? Destined that I don't get to see him in US, I will have to finally make it to Japan to see him. Why is it that my heart is not beating so fast when I think about that man, I guess it's all because of the international joke that plays on my life. This is crap that my last summer break has nothing good. I do want to see Kisaki play for one more time, and I will not give up try to meet Kamijo in the middle, I really want to see him live for once. No matter where or how, I just want to see him perform for once, in concert. Oh well, I will have to start planning my graduation travel for next summer now. I have to go to Japan next summer for god's sake how much I've been feeling like I have this deep grudge, I mean I am feeling so 怨念 about being stuck in Houston all the time. I mean, it is a shame that I am studying HRM and my fucking parents don't even let me go out of the town, isn't that weird. If I run into another car tomorrow and die, I will be bringing this grudge into the coffin. I mean, Japan is only the first stop. I want to travel to different places, but first off I need to go to Japan to make my dream come true before heading to Poland, my 2nd stop for visiting that Chopin museum place.
This is a messed up season. Spring is so cold and too much happened. Roses are going to bloom soon, but my fancy little hope is shattered because of one person. I worked so hard all these years, and in the end my hard work goes down to waste. Even after waiting for so many years I still don't get to see Kamijo, I guess it's destiny, huh? Destined that I don't get to see him in US, I will have to finally make it to Japan to see him. Why is it that my heart is not beating so fast when I think about that man, I guess it's all because of the international joke that plays on my life. This is crap that my last summer break has nothing good. I do want to see Kisaki play for one more time, and I will not give up try to meet Kamijo in the middle, I really want to see him live for once. No matter where or how, I just want to see him perform for once, in concert. Oh well, I will have to start planning my graduation travel for next summer now. I have to go to Japan next summer for god's sake how much I've been feeling like I have this deep grudge, I mean I am feeling so 怨念 about being stuck in Houston all the time. I mean, it is a shame that I am studying HRM and my fucking parents don't even let me go out of the town, isn't that weird. If I run into another car tomorrow and die, I will be bringing this grudge into the coffin. I mean, Japan is only the first stop. I want to travel to different places, but first off I need to go to Japan to make my dream come true before heading to Poland, my 2nd stop for visiting that Chopin museum place.