Nostalgia?
So I'm not the only one feeling unexplainable sadness toward Kamijo being in Versailles. Maybe we are used to have Mayu there being with Kamijo, used to see Kamijo smiling happily beside Mayu, believing the pinky promise he and Mayu did in setsurenka staging is true. We are used to the thought they are supposed to be together. We are still believing aren't we? Believing that Mayu will come back to Kamijo... to us. But seeing Kamijo moves on, seeing Hizaki being more and more necessary to Kamijo makes me think maybe Kamijo doesn't need Mayu anymore. Maybe it's Kamijo who doesn't need Mayu instead of Mayu doesn't want Kamijo... So Mayu left with the shock he's not needed. I don't know. But if that's true, it will be a very sad thing to know.
Lareine is the place where Kamijo is with everyone we think are destined to be with Kamijo. Now in Versailles, none of the destined are there to be with Kamijo. Indeed it is a good thing that Versailles got the attention from media and such, and I do feel excited and happy for them. But deep in my heart, do I not feel the same with all other fleurs? Deep down I actually feel depress. Maybe nostalgic toward the world we fleur all come from. Why Lareine was treated not the same as Versailles? Because of Kamijo? Or because Mayu is not in it? Maybe Kamijo wants Versailles to be big so no matter where Mayu is, he would know how he's doing. But then is leaving the secret garden the only choice for us? Give up the light and join the darkness just because that's where the prince goes? For a moment I felt like crying. I know I must be too shock to see Kamijo and Emiru are able to move on and I am not. They seem to forget fleurs are left behind, struggling to overcome it and catch up.
Lareine is the place where Kamijo is with everyone we think are destined to be with Kamijo. Now in Versailles, none of the destined are there to be with Kamijo. Indeed it is a good thing that Versailles got the attention from media and such, and I do feel excited and happy for them. But deep in my heart, do I not feel the same with all other fleurs? Deep down I actually feel depress. Maybe nostalgic toward the world we fleur all come from. Why Lareine was treated not the same as Versailles? Because of Kamijo? Or because Mayu is not in it? Maybe Kamijo wants Versailles to be big so no matter where Mayu is, he would know how he's doing. But then is leaving the secret garden the only choice for us? Give up the light and join the darkness just because that's where the prince goes? For a moment I felt like crying. I know I must be too shock to see Kamijo and Emiru are able to move on and I am not. They seem to forget fleurs are left behind, struggling to overcome it and catch up.