OMG!!
I'm really busy these days that I haven't been keeping an eye on Lareine like I used to before school started. I used to check Kamijo's blog and Lareine OHP once a day just so I won't miss news. Last time I was pretty fast on getting Izabel boys quitting announcement, but this time I really didn't get to know Lareine's serious announcement until I come here to check my boyfriend's LJ, and felt something telling me to check the Lareine comm.
I'm really really upset about what was said, but I guess I need to be strong so that I can cheer Kamijo and Emiru up. I mean, they really need it. See, Kazumi retired early March. Mayu disappeared in July. Izabel boys quit last month, and the Emiru made his decision yesterday. Kamijo gave up Lareine and his hope. Kamijo gave up Lareine! That is the scariest thing I ever heard Kamijo do/say! What he said seems to make things even worse, because it scared all the fleurs. Though Emiru tries to be positive, but oyaji is extremely negative that it just totally ruin Emiru's effort of asking us to be positive.
So what now? Emiru's leaving until Mayu comes back? So Applause Records only Kamijo and Kazui left? That sounds really sad. Within half a year, all the things became this, it's too dramatic that I can't accept it if I work there. Not to mention how would Kamijo feel being the owner of Applause. I was going to tell him something happy. The draft is here, but I guess I want to think again if I really want to tell him what I write now. I hope he will get better soon, all the fleurs all over the world will be so sad until he gets better and do something, anything. I guess.... I'm doing ok at this moment because I spent a lot of money getting anime, I received a big bag full of Chinese books from mom's friend's daughter or somebody like that, then my boyfriend got me something from his trip, and Bunny surprised me by paypal-ing me $20 for giving me the latest D single as gift. My elementary school friend Aurora who was my best best best friend showed up after losing contact with me since we got out of elementary. We chat a lot and had a wonderful time. She actually made me laughed hard. Arigatou! Hontou ni kansha shimashita. I feel much better than earlier today. I'm not crying now. My heart still ache but I'm alright. I recalled a lot of old memories about elementary school and that helped me recovered.
......... but from now on, I guess I will be afraid to listen to Lareine music for some time. Especially Last Song For you.
I guess..... it will be a time for me to listen to 12012 for Oni-con??
Hmmmmm......... who has 12012 recent music that I can hear?