Sep 13, 2005 00:56
Just now I visited a site to see if there are new songs available for download. So when I was waiting for the songs to DL, I went to read some band profiles on that site. I ended up reading Raphael's, and the site quoted what the members said about the concert "Graduation". They also had a page which talked about Kazurin's memorial event and showed 2 pics of it. I suddenly felt so sad that I couldn't stop crying! So I just sat there at my desk with my Japanese homework, and cried about Kazurin's death. It's just so sad. I didn't even know that "Akikaze no Rhapsody" was released on the day Kazurin's parents found his body. I watched that PV for the first time in March this year... On the day after Romance kakumei memorial! And yes, I cried as I watched it. Just now I went to a Kazurin fan page, it showed some pics of Kazurin's home. I noticed that he had a Miffy doll in blue on his bed! Then I turned around. My pink Miffy is sitting next to my pillow with my flowery scarf and the head dress I sew for her! Then I couldn't stop crying again! T_T
Now I saw pics from Kazurin's memorial event. I can imagine that it must be very very hard for Emiru and Kamijo to accept the fact that Kazurin became a real angel. Emiru decided to sing "Lost graduation" every time he goes to karaoke from now on. I wonder if his voice will reach Kazurin? Maybe Kazurin's already found his way to work with Angel Raphael, and trying to send the heavenly music to the world. Or maybe he is having another band with Kami-sama. Seemed that he liked Kami-sama a lot.
Wow, I think I should be a stronger and better girl from now on!
jrock