Nov 12, 2005 18:18
Why and the hell is it when u lose someone for a reason...u realize the mistakes you made..and want to fix it...and u cant sleep..and then u go over there at 630 in the fucking morning...then u try to fix things...they look at you like your stupid...then look at you as if maybe you have changed...only to tell you that they still dont want you...then they tell you that on monday they'll tell you whether your sad attempt to prove love...to show someone that your willing to risk talking to any girl he may know for just being with her...to lower yourself to a level that one normally wouldnt sink to...o well...im going to just cut my losses...and move on...yes people im sorry...i was willing to risk talking to all the females that im talking to...just because i love someone...and im figuring that pretty much..on monday all im going to hear..."Im sorry, i can't" and i'll be upset and i'll have to move on...im sorry people...i love her and until i know that shes gone for good...i ask that you bear with me and not HATE me while i do what i think i need to do...even if i cant talk to you...i dont forget you or hate you...im not saying were together or anything...and i stil want to talk to certain ppl...IF THEY WOULD CALL ME...theres things that i need to say to them...so please call me on sunday...please...and i'll let everone know what happened on monday..dont hate me...let me do what i think is right
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