i hate drama.

Oct 20, 2005 23:17

what a mess. mess mess mess mess. slowly, we're fixing things back up. who knows if it'll ever be the same again. who knows if everyone will stay friends. either way, i'm hopeful. one person (she knows who she is, but i'd prefer to leave names out for this drama) is making tremendous efforts to fix things, and it just reinforces my thoughts on how strong of a person she is. I also discovered today how strong of a person on other friend is. he's taking this situation so well. i feel terrible for what's happened to him, but the level of maturity with which he is handling it... i can say i'm jealous of his maturity. i see him and i think that if, God please forbid, i was in his position, i could never handle it that well. so much to think about.

well a lighter note, i'm glad my moskau arrangement went well today. everyone seemed to like it. =D we'll see if they even play it for the stand, or band o rama, even! i sure hope so.

this drama better blow over. i do NOT want to lose friends over it, and i dont think its a big enough issue to have to lose friends. everyone makes mistakes. everyone makes big mistakes. but not everyone can forgive big mistakes.
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