Feb 23, 2005 22:47
My life is a Pixies song... I keep asking myself "Where Is My Mind".
The post could also be titled "Why I am gonna be a dick for a bit." or "What the hell did I do with the last 10 years?".
I have taken a break from any posting and most socializing to take a hard look at myself (and to spend some QT with the bass). I've decided that there is a path that I want to walk and a way I have to correct my course to get there - a shortcut if you will. There are some who'll be able to keep up and some who wont. I hate to be short about it but I don't give a damn.
Thing of it is... I'm a bit broke so there's a speed issue.
On the plus side being forced to slow down allows me to work on the skills I'll need once I get to the aforementioned path. On the down side it gives me a lot of time to think about the things I am leaving behind and to wack my head a few times on the low lying branches as I take my "shortcut" through the uncharted wilds of this world.
If am distant, out of touch, callous, or any other form of "that way" I am sorry... but I'm getting old and I got stuff to do.... that and I just whacked my head again... this stupid shortcut better work.