but tomorrow may rain, so i'll follow the sun....
the plays were rather good. the trip was rather bad. the banquet is this saturday. we graduate next week.
rant-ish blah: i keep thinking about how beautiful and intricate and full of possibilities and wonder and light and dark and reflections and color the world is and how i'm so pale and plain in comparison and i really have no idea how to interact or observe or what i am worth or meant for or any of it. i am not sure whether i want to be with people or be alone. i need a confidant. the one i never had and always dreamed about. after my identity and journey projects i feel like i know myself even less. jaclyn was talking about how we've all really sunk into ourselves during the past year...but i don't think that's true for me. i want more and less of everything. and i find myself rambling and chattering and laughing and crying with nothing to say and who knows what on my mind...
this picture delights me so. for some reason poppies really do cheer me up.