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Sep 27, 2007 19:14

[THURSDAY | LATE NIGHT]

-is still concemplating on what he should say to Rion. he's in his room, face facing the wall, on his bed, basically holding himself. and his door is closed and locked, and he has his headphones on as usual.-

What do I say...? What do I do...? What is that I want...? I-... Do I want to be fixed...? Do I want 'him' to fix ( Read more... )

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azure_ashita September 28 2007, 22:15:38 UTC
....if told....

...not hid....

...not lied...

...could have avoided....

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consella_rion September 28 2007, 22:18:01 UTC
*nods, starting to tear up a little* I ... I know ... it's just that ... I ... I was ... scared ... I ... *shakes his head a little* ... I'll never hide anything from you again ... I swear it ...

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azure_ashita September 28 2007, 22:19:55 UTC
...you lied....

...he lied.... too.....

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consella_rion September 28 2007, 22:21:13 UTC
People ... people make mistakes, Tsukai ... but ... who ... who else lied? ...

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azure_ashita September 28 2007, 22:21:55 UTC
...him... I asked him... and he... said nothing...

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consella_rion September 28 2007, 22:23:06 UTC
Him? Wh-- ... oh ... *guessing he means Jin* ... I see ...

... he probably ... didn't say anything ... because he wanted to forget it happened, too ...

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azure_ashita September 28 2007, 22:24:21 UTC
....all... he had... to do... was tell me...

lies... and liars....

...hate....the most...

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consella_rion September 28 2007, 22:26:15 UTC
.... no one ... no one likes liars ... no one likes being lied to ... but ...

... but sometimes, people lie when they're scared ... people ... sometimes think that hiding things will prevent bad things from happening ... but ... I ... I won't do that anymore, Tsukai ... I won't ... I've ... already seen that doing that doesn't make things better ...

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azure_ashita September 28 2007, 22:40:32 UTC
...it doesn't... make things... better...

....much... much worse...

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consella_rion September 28 2007, 22:41:24 UTC
... I ... I know ... I ... learned that the hard way ...

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azure_ashita September 28 2007, 23:03:57 UTC
....were..... you ...afraid of me....?

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consella_rion September 28 2007, 23:15:09 UTC
... no ... I was afraid of losing you ...

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azure_ashita September 29 2007, 04:10:01 UTC
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consella_rion September 29 2007, 05:38:55 UTC
............. *stays quiet, not knowing what else to say* ....

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azure_ashita September 29 2007, 06:22:28 UTC
.... to ... be afraid...

...do you... truly... know what that means...?

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consella_rion September 29 2007, 06:25:38 UTC
... Tsukai, I don't even understand how you could ask me something like that. You-- ... you know what I've been through ... of course I know what it's like to be afraid ... of course I know what it means to be afraid ...

... every day I'm afraid. I'm just good at keeping it to myself ...

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