Meh.....
Well, the first thing I think I should update is that I broke up with Michael. Thank fucking god. It was so easy. It was the easiest thing I ever did once I got it going. I was all, "I don't want to hurt him, I'm not sure if he's going to be okay", or whatever, but when we were talking, he just seemed so fucking fake to me that I stopped caring. If you want to avoid messy break-ups, only go out with people who are too stubborn or proud to admit being hurt. It's alot easier on you....lmao. I felt like I just channeled fucking Steven Colbert.
So yeah, that's that. On another note, I am totally renewed in my passion to return to Japo land. Bunny and her England stunt, and Nicole with her passion for New York have both inspired me to just pack up mah shit and fly back over to that tiny little island for another go at living there. I figure that while I am trying to get a job in the industry, I can teach English or whatever. The visa issue is there, but I figure if all those Chinese hookers can hack it, I can too....hahaha.
The third item on the agenda is a new guy....well, sort of. I think that something might be happening with this guy online. Who knows though. I don't want to look back at this entry and be like "Why are you so fucking naive!?!", but I feel that it's best to be open to as much as possible right now, and that includes with him. He gives me compliments on things that no one every compliments me on, and he seems to enjoy all my idiosyncracies, and the fact that I'm taller than him and all that. Plus he's a fucking Capricorn, of course, so you KNOW the sex is gonna be guuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh~~~~~!!!! But right now I'm just crossing my fingers. My move to Japan is at least a year away anyway, so no sense in starting something in any rush.....
One more thing. Finally say Broke-ass Mountain the other night. Not a big deal...as far as the movie itself goes, but fuck, what a trip. It makes me really grateful that I grew up in the day and age that I did, with the parents that I had....I mean, I got my share of shit when I was a kid, but back then, shit was fucked up. It makes me really sad to think of people living their lives miserable without any way to find peace...but truthfully....I spent more time trying to decide if I would rather get fucked by Heath Ledger, or top Jake Gyllenhall.....still haven't decided... :-p
So yeah, that's that. On another note, I am totally renewed in my passion to return to Japo land. Bunny and her England stunt, and Nicole with her passion for New York have both inspired me to just pack up mah shit and fly back over to that tiny little island for another go at living there. I figure that while I am trying to get a job in the industry, I can teach English or whatever. The visa issue is there, but I figure if all those Chinese hookers can hack it, I can too....hahaha.
The third item on the agenda is a new guy....well, sort of. I think that something might be happening with this guy online. Who knows though. I don't want to look back at this entry and be like "Why are you so fucking naive!?!", but I feel that it's best to be open to as much as possible right now, and that includes with him. He gives me compliments on things that no one every compliments me on, and he seems to enjoy all my idiosyncracies, and the fact that I'm taller than him and all that. Plus he's a fucking Capricorn, of course, so you KNOW the sex is gonna be guuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh~~~~~!!!! But right now I'm just crossing my fingers. My move to Japan is at least a year away anyway, so no sense in starting something in any rush.....
One more thing. Finally say Broke-ass Mountain the other night. Not a big deal...as far as the movie itself goes, but fuck, what a trip. It makes me really grateful that I grew up in the day and age that I did, with the parents that I had....I mean, I got my share of shit when I was a kid, but back then, shit was fucked up. It makes me really sad to think of people living their lives miserable without any way to find peace...but truthfully....I spent more time trying to decide if I would rather get fucked by Heath Ledger, or top Jake Gyllenhall.....still haven't decided... :-p