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I can always sum up the words to support my friends.
I can never sum up the thoughts to support myself.
I always think my friends are somehow IDK maybe disappointed in me IDK how to put it.
I dont mean to add to this ball of negativity. Its just the way I am.
I have had that feeling for a long time since some disturbing news surfaced it basically it was enough to destroy what positiveness I had which wasnt much.
I hate myself and all aspects every last one....
I can never sum up the thoughts to support myself.
I always think my friends are somehow IDK maybe disappointed in me IDK how to put it.
I dont mean to add to this ball of negativity. Its just the way I am.
I have had that feeling for a long time since some disturbing news surfaced it basically it was enough to destroy what positiveness I had which wasnt much.
I hate myself and all aspects every last one....