Films affect me too much
Just watched Downfall, finally. I remember getting the pamphlet before it came out and thinking 'omg I need to see this when is it out I'll go see it in the cinema'. Yeah, didn't happen. So I was sitting there this morning, post exams and eating my cornflakes, rain pissing down so I can't do any farm work, and look what's recorded.
So I watched it.
And now there are feelings. So many feelings. I should just not be allowed to watch war films or Holocaust films or anything like them. The dogs thought I was having a heart attack or something with the ugly crying and the yelling at on-screen Hitler and Fegelein and Mrs Goebbels. AND WHEN THEY KILLED BLONDI. OH. MY. GOD. AND THEN THE KIDS AND HELGA DOESN'T WANT TO DIE AND GOEBBELS JUST STANDS OUTSIDE WHILE HIS WIFE MURDERS THEIR KIDS. OMG.
But the ending. Oh god. THE ENDING.
The little blonde Hitler Youth kid omg, with Traudl and the bicycle OMG. And then RL Traudl is like 'I felt it had nothing to do with me, it wasn't my fault, but then I realised being young was no excuse, I should have known' I LOST IT.
Crying forever.
I need to watch Care Bears or something to recover.
So I watched it.
And now there are feelings. So many feelings. I should just not be allowed to watch war films or Holocaust films or anything like them. The dogs thought I was having a heart attack or something with the ugly crying and the yelling at on-screen Hitler and Fegelein and Mrs Goebbels. AND WHEN THEY KILLED BLONDI. OH. MY. GOD. AND THEN THE KIDS AND HELGA DOESN'T WANT TO DIE AND GOEBBELS JUST STANDS OUTSIDE WHILE HIS WIFE MURDERS THEIR KIDS. OMG.
But the ending. Oh god. THE ENDING.
The little blonde Hitler Youth kid omg, with Traudl and the bicycle OMG. And then RL Traudl is like 'I felt it had nothing to do with me, it wasn't my fault, but then I realised being young was no excuse, I should have known' I LOST IT.
Crying forever.
I need to watch Care Bears or something to recover.