And I repeat: I want to go home
I'm getting all excited and moony and fluttery and ridiculous over the prospects of leaves changing and being studious again and doing homework in the dining room before dinner and decorating The Room and seeing people. Well, I guess it's mostly seeing people...though I'm a little worried about how freakishly excited I am about going to class...
So I quit my job at OSPIRG, which made me feel like a--well, like a quitter--but I think overall it was the best choice. I was getting to the point where the prospect of going to work was making me cry and get a stomach ache. The people were awesome, but I was always tired and depressed and angry because most people a) yelled at me, b) smiled condescendingly and told me that I should do a little more research because global warming was actually a hoax or c) just said no they were too busy/too broke (despite all evidence to the contrary re: eating gelato while carrying GAP bags and window shopping on NW fucking 23rd--which is a little like Main Street in NoHo but 80x more expensive.) And sometimes I hate canvassers too, and no one likes to be asked for money, and a lot of times if I decide to spend the day shopping or whatever I just want to shop, so I can understand it all I guess. I just don't like being yelled at. And I was starting to feel like 90% of the population is just plain indifferent to the fate of the planet, and I kind of prefer thinking that people are basically good and give a shit.
Anyway. I guess I should be done ranting. It's over. And now I have no job, so I will have to be frugal to the X-treme for the rest of the summer. Which thank god really isn't that long, right? Right.
I really, really, really miss everyone a ridiculous lot.
The end.
So I quit my job at OSPIRG, which made me feel like a--well, like a quitter--but I think overall it was the best choice. I was getting to the point where the prospect of going to work was making me cry and get a stomach ache. The people were awesome, but I was always tired and depressed and angry because most people a) yelled at me, b) smiled condescendingly and told me that I should do a little more research because global warming was actually a hoax or c) just said no they were too busy/too broke (despite all evidence to the contrary re: eating gelato while carrying GAP bags and window shopping on NW fucking 23rd--which is a little like Main Street in NoHo but 80x more expensive.) And sometimes I hate canvassers too, and no one likes to be asked for money, and a lot of times if I decide to spend the day shopping or whatever I just want to shop, so I can understand it all I guess. I just don't like being yelled at. And I was starting to feel like 90% of the population is just plain indifferent to the fate of the planet, and I kind of prefer thinking that people are basically good and give a shit.
Anyway. I guess I should be done ranting. It's over. And now I have no job, so I will have to be frugal to the X-treme for the rest of the summer. Which thank god really isn't that long, right? Right.
I really, really, really miss everyone a ridiculous lot.
The end.