TheSato
I feel a bit like crap right now...
School serves me okay, just that Sy is being a total jerk and making me jealous by hanging out with other girls, singlehandedly making me feel like the most shallow person in the world. He cracks my heart open with a hammer everday, but every now and then he bandages it up. Whether he means to or not.
Kyle Mark, the guy half a foot shorter than me, told me openly to my face that I'm weaker than him, and then and there I challenged him to a arm wrestling match. He put his whole weight on his arm and couldn't win. Not that I won, either, but he still says that he's stronger than me. It annoys me to no end.
All I can do is complain, so I'll go and complain a bit more now;
I left Konoha Sato.... I feel like a big, smelly peice of crap when I think of this, but I guess I'm trying to comfort myself by the fact that I was a useless clan leader and couldn't help Konoha anyway.... on to boot it, I joined Iwa Sato... I feel like a traitor, but some part of my brain tells me it's because I make it a bit too much part of my life. I get friends this way, and to me, that's a pretty big part of my life, because I lost a bunch of friends after I got my seizures. They called me a freak behind my back, and started floating away from me. But I still have friends left at school, and it tells me that those are my true friends.
Angel-unni, if you are reading this, lemme tell you: I will never become an apprentice to anyone else in Iwa. Not like Julian, or Seta, or anyone else... Because that's they only way I can be loyal to you.... TT____TT and Twin.... You're still my twin, right?
And since this is a note you're probably never read, Sy, I luv you. (But I hate you too.... It started out that way, and it may end up that way... I just reallly REALLY hope not.)
If I was cowardly... or brave... enough, I would go go and say hi to my friend Mr.Knife... but I don't really want to do that... I just feel like saying it. >_>
Currently, I'm shallower than a puddle... I don't know how to fix it............
School serves me okay, just that Sy is being a total jerk and making me jealous by hanging out with other girls, singlehandedly making me feel like the most shallow person in the world. He cracks my heart open with a hammer everday, but every now and then he bandages it up. Whether he means to or not.
Kyle Mark, the guy half a foot shorter than me, told me openly to my face that I'm weaker than him, and then and there I challenged him to a arm wrestling match. He put his whole weight on his arm and couldn't win. Not that I won, either, but he still says that he's stronger than me. It annoys me to no end.
All I can do is complain, so I'll go and complain a bit more now;
I left Konoha Sato.... I feel like a big, smelly peice of crap when I think of this, but I guess I'm trying to comfort myself by the fact that I was a useless clan leader and couldn't help Konoha anyway.... on to boot it, I joined Iwa Sato... I feel like a traitor, but some part of my brain tells me it's because I make it a bit too much part of my life. I get friends this way, and to me, that's a pretty big part of my life, because I lost a bunch of friends after I got my seizures. They called me a freak behind my back, and started floating away from me. But I still have friends left at school, and it tells me that those are my true friends.
Angel-unni, if you are reading this, lemme tell you: I will never become an apprentice to anyone else in Iwa. Not like Julian, or Seta, or anyone else... Because that's they only way I can be loyal to you.... TT____TT and Twin.... You're still my twin, right?
And since this is a note you're probably never read, Sy, I luv you. (But I hate you too.... It started out that way, and it may end up that way... I just reallly REALLY hope not.)
If I was cowardly... or brave... enough, I would go go and say hi to my friend Mr.Knife... but I don't really want to do that... I just feel like saying it. >_>
Currently, I'm shallower than a puddle... I don't know how to fix it............