Apr 11, 2005 11:36
Raining again today... Really really hard. At a 45 degree angle.... o.O Meaning the winds are also at work... Photoshop serial number is still not fixed... Too lazy to call... a week from my birthday... It is spring break... I ate a leaf and choked on it... <-- just kidding xD
Well, I told a guy that I liked him, cuz I really did like him, but the day I decided to do it was April Fool's Day. And YES, I knew it was April Fool's day. This other guy named John was gonna tell a girl that he liked her on the same day (we decided to do that... I have no idea why I agreed - think it was cuz I thought I'd lose my resolve if I waited) but anyway, John didn't get to tell, as the girl left for Oregon for a competition or something... So in the end, I got mad at him for having me suffer alone... xD <-- ish rather unreasonable...
Why I chose to write this now?? Umm... cuz I just remembered about it...
It was actually very scary... I thought it'd be really easy, but during lunch period, I just considered how my reputation might be unrepairable. Then I got mad at myself for being ashamed... but personally, I have no idea why I like him. He's not particularly nice, on the contrary, he's usually the type that I would make sure stays ten meters away from me... But as my first seating arrangement for the semester was right next to him in my art class, I guess that wouldn't have worked out. Truly, at first I really really hated him. He was really liked my best friend, she didn't like him back, he humiliated me very much with some metaphorical meaning of 'anaconda' and he used to sing love songs in my ear while I sat beside him. I even moved around the table to get away from him... which, uh, didn't really work. And because of that, for the first quarter, I had... a B - cuz of my 'bad behavior.' but yeah... Off the rant of hating/liking this guy... the situation is very awkward now... I dun know what to do...