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I really hate work sometimes, I also really just continually hate being and feeling tired. Drags me down, and I feel its such a waste of a day.
I'm really feeling drained today, worked really hard yesterday and got called in-- which sucks since I wasn't expecting it, but I need the money. Mom and I are locking horns again, just a constant reminder of WHY I've moved out 2 times already. My goal is still stuck for the end of this year, to get out of this rut.... I want to pay ALL my bills off.. Its going to happen... very very very soon.
I am SO ready to go home already, I could just pass out. Blah... I want to see a movie today or this weekend.. so perhaps I'll take a nap before I have to plan for the weekend... Dammit.. I hate that..
Tomorrow is the wedding. Weddings depress me to no end, but not ADULT weddings-- when people MY age get married, its depressing.. Not sure why, I guess because deep down I want to get married... Oy . I'm totally hopeless sometimes.. I gotta save some $$ for my classes coming up here in July. I placed exactly where I did in 12th grade, so I didn't digress in any subject.. Still excelled in English, History and Science, so thats a relief... All except the dreaded MATH... GOD !!! I HATE MATH!!!
I'm really feeling drained today, worked really hard yesterday and got called in-- which sucks since I wasn't expecting it, but I need the money. Mom and I are locking horns again, just a constant reminder of WHY I've moved out 2 times already. My goal is still stuck for the end of this year, to get out of this rut.... I want to pay ALL my bills off.. Its going to happen... very very very soon.
I am SO ready to go home already, I could just pass out. Blah... I want to see a movie today or this weekend.. so perhaps I'll take a nap before I have to plan for the weekend... Dammit.. I hate that..
Tomorrow is the wedding. Weddings depress me to no end, but not ADULT weddings-- when people MY age get married, its depressing.. Not sure why, I guess because deep down I want to get married... Oy . I'm totally hopeless sometimes.. I gotta save some $$ for my classes coming up here in July. I placed exactly where I did in 12th grade, so I didn't digress in any subject.. Still excelled in English, History and Science, so thats a relief... All except the dreaded MATH... GOD !!! I HATE MATH!!!