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So much for seeing Simon every weekend when he goes away for 15 weeks. Just found out today that he has to work Saturdays fortnightly while away...which effectively means that he will only be coming home every 2nd weekend now. Given that we both have various other comittments....I'll be lucky to get to spend 1 night a fortnight with him. Sometimes it won't even be that....:( Also...that will be his only weekend with Aidan....so fat chance of the 2 of us ever getting any 'alone' time to go out or anything either....
Woe is me.....
:(
All of that combined with a heap of other stuff I'm going through right now makes me more alone than ever....:(
Nothing ever goes my way...and sometimes I wonder why I even bother. The odds are always stacked against me in practically everything I ever try to do and I'm sick of it.
:(
And if any of that sounds selfish....I don't fucking care. It's how I feel right now and I have every fucking right to.
Gotta love a red wine dinner. :) That's one thing to smile about....
Woe is me.....
:(
All of that combined with a heap of other stuff I'm going through right now makes me more alone than ever....:(
Nothing ever goes my way...and sometimes I wonder why I even bother. The odds are always stacked against me in practically everything I ever try to do and I'm sick of it.
:(
And if any of that sounds selfish....I don't fucking care. It's how I feel right now and I have every fucking right to.
Gotta love a red wine dinner. :) That's one thing to smile about....