I'm pissing off!
I'm really pissing off now, though I have good sleep last nite, but my brain doesnt stop thinking and i think I even had the nightmare. I'm regretting for doing 'that', I've warned myself to prepare for the worst before other things but then it just make me really angry.
Ok people, I dont care if youre saying me conservative, traditional, not up-to-date or whatever you might want to label, but for me, imagination has the limits. Ok, fine. Everybody has their own right to think anything, rite? Fine, I dont want to bother, and please ignore what I'm saying. I'm just crying my heart out that I'm really sad and angry.
'That' kind of imagination is crazy,guys. That is insane. Hell I'm not fall in love with our boys just to think about that. I wont giving any crap of this. Arashi is what always made my day, and that kind of thins just make me want to vomit. I dont understand how can ou feel happy bout that? Yeah, whatever, since theyre hot, sexy or whatever..but can you just straight up your mind? I'm leaving. Seriously, I'm leaving. I dont want to risk myself to involve 'unconciously' to that rubbish thing.
Argh. Dont angry with my 2 cent, piece of brain-bombing. I wont blame you. I just dont want to understand. I dont. And I wont.
My precious boys, I pray for your straightness, for your brotherhood, for your successfulness, for you happiness and bless normal life. Be gentleman always, I'm happy as far as all of you happy.