half way through june
It sounds like an amusement park outside my window- school trip to the skydome day I assume considering all the young bodies and dozens of yellow buses.
And traffic- continual horns blaring at young girls who keep screaming back, I wonder exactly whats so exciting- I dont see it.
The smell of hot dogs, cars and sweat- a touch of fishy lake on the breeze.
I cannot wait to move, Im craving greater solitude- even dare I say, suburbia would be better then this right now.
Tree's, I miss them.
Its not so long off now though, early next spring he and I can start inching our feelers out in the direction of something larger, nicer, hopefully quieter.
Something that inpsires and helps calm my insides even.
Somewhere I can paint, and he can barbeque, while the cats can frolic outside under watchful gaze.
By this time next year a lot will have changed, my year of attempting to act will be up and decisions will have to be made. We'll be moving or have moved, be planning a summer trip abroad.
My sister will be married and I'll be an aunt- two firsts so close together Im still slightly shell-shocked.
We might even be anticipating the arrival of an 8 week old bundle of warm fur and soft floppy ears.
It all seems a long way off right now, though I know its not.
Now to convince myself.
And traffic- continual horns blaring at young girls who keep screaming back, I wonder exactly whats so exciting- I dont see it.
The smell of hot dogs, cars and sweat- a touch of fishy lake on the breeze.
I cannot wait to move, Im craving greater solitude- even dare I say, suburbia would be better then this right now.
Tree's, I miss them.
Its not so long off now though, early next spring he and I can start inching our feelers out in the direction of something larger, nicer, hopefully quieter.
Something that inpsires and helps calm my insides even.
Somewhere I can paint, and he can barbeque, while the cats can frolic outside under watchful gaze.
By this time next year a lot will have changed, my year of attempting to act will be up and decisions will have to be made. We'll be moving or have moved, be planning a summer trip abroad.
My sister will be married and I'll be an aunt- two firsts so close together Im still slightly shell-shocked.
We might even be anticipating the arrival of an 8 week old bundle of warm fur and soft floppy ears.
It all seems a long way off right now, though I know its not.
Now to convince myself.