Haunting emails seem the trend of late- Ex's and friends confessions and questions wringing me dry- dry enough to become affections leech
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kay, now that THAT'S done...that was a CRAZY-heavy post. i agree with a lot of what i think you're saying (relationship b.s. n stuff) but who are the relationships WITH that are screwing up?
i hate getting older. i feel like i'm losing myself [more?]... i was thinking today about how i haven't listened to music *I* like, just for me, for about 2 months. NOT COOL. i can't even remember what really makes me happy...what motivated me to keep LIVING in a life[-style?...north-american consumerism-driven 'lifestyle'] i didn't want to be part of...ugh. and although that may not be at all what you were writing about, it definately reassured me that i need to take some time off to 'find myself' or whatever...to solidify who i AM, not who people/society/marketing/etc WANTS me to be.
so anyways. thanks for making me re-realize that all humans aren't completely emotionally-consumerist-driven/based robots.
in other news. i'm coming to toronto for the 8th-10th of august. (if i don't get the 'time off' at work...i'm quitting. well, i'm quitting it ANYWAYS...) we WILL get together. and do some crazy stuff. :D maybe i can FINALLY visit your work. :P i miss ya...*hugs* talk soon...?
crazy heavey posts are my forteazraielJuly 15 2004, 21:13:13 UTC
Haha oh Linds, I love you, you always make me smile:) Nah Im not a robot- wish sometimes I were though ( ive had enough of my over-emotional desires and what is does to friendships and relationships).
I am tired of being so wantonly needy, the funny part being that I realize when Im doing it yet cant do very much to stop myself ( note to self: pick up self help book on being emotionally self secure, read entire thing and believe it).
*heh* OK, so YOU HAVE to come visit, I am in much need of a traditional female shopping/icecream/bitchfest right about now:)
Hey on that note, maybe WE should write a self help book on what were going through to help us ( and oh, the trillion other early 20's freaks) figure this bitch out.
i swear to god I am goign to write a book soon enough, just not a self help one lol:)
*head explodes*
kay, now that THAT'S done...that was a CRAZY-heavy post. i agree with a lot of what i think you're saying (relationship b.s. n stuff) but who are the relationships WITH that are screwing up?
i hate getting older. i feel like i'm losing myself [more?]... i was thinking today about how i haven't listened to music *I* like, just for me, for about 2 months. NOT COOL. i can't even remember what really makes me happy...what motivated me to keep LIVING in a life[-style?...north-american consumerism-driven 'lifestyle'] i didn't want to be part of...ugh. and although that may not be at all what you were writing about, it definately reassured me that i need to take some time off to 'find myself' or whatever...to solidify who i AM, not who people/society/marketing/etc WANTS me to be.
so anyways. thanks for making me re-realize that all humans aren't completely emotionally-consumerist-driven/based robots.
in other news. i'm coming to toronto for the 8th-10th of august. (if i don't get the 'time off' at work...i'm quitting. well, i'm quitting it ANYWAYS...) we WILL get together. and do some crazy stuff. :D maybe i can FINALLY visit your work. :P i miss ya...*hugs* talk soon...?
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Nah Im not a robot- wish sometimes I were though ( ive had enough of my over-emotional desires and what is does to friendships and relationships).
I am tired of being so wantonly needy, the funny part being that I realize when Im doing it yet cant do very much to stop myself ( note to self: pick up self help book on being emotionally self secure, read entire thing and believe it).
*heh*
OK, so YOU HAVE to come visit, I am in much need of a traditional female shopping/icecream/bitchfest right about now:)
Hey on that note, maybe WE should write a self help book on what were going through to help us ( and oh, the trillion other early 20's freaks) figure this bitch out.
i swear to god I am goign to write a book soon enough, just not a self help one lol:)
xoxox youd better some online soon missy
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