Come back, never leave
Lets not Jinx it all this time *cross fingers*
Goodnews, I have an agent, and work looks promising.
Take that for what its worth of course, but the ladys neat nonetheless.
Heres hoping.
So many pple from my past have come back lately, how ive missed them all.
Even ones I thought I'd hate, they hurt me once, have come back and with apologies and enlightenment and made those acts less hurtful (Thank you).
Then those that were always there are there again, and make me smile so broadly with thier thoughtfulness and care(I love you).
Everyone is growing up, and gainging more. I wont say changing, I can still see the child in them, but gaining and growing. Its frightening to have so many old friends now engaged, though I wish them all so much happiness, it puts my "love life" into perspective not so kindly. Its ok though, Im not ready for what theyre doing, not by half.
Possibility is what makes me this happy now, I wonder why it took so long for me to realize.
I guess were all growing up in our own way, finding our paths at different speeds, tripping over our feet at different intervals.
Love is only happiness, afterall, and is more self made then coming from anyone else.
Of course, that doesnt mean what comes from others doesnt make me into to a big dope.
In the purely emotive words of Ani;
"we didnt know, we didnt even try. One minute there was road beneath us, and the next theres sky"
OH AND I FORGOT TO MENTION: BECKY RAMSBOTTOM IS THE BESTEST PHOTOGRAPHER EVER AND I LOVE HER!!! GO SEE HER AWESOME PICTURES ON HER LJ (vixenobsession)
k thanks lol
Goodnews, I have an agent, and work looks promising.
Take that for what its worth of course, but the ladys neat nonetheless.
Heres hoping.
So many pple from my past have come back lately, how ive missed them all.
Even ones I thought I'd hate, they hurt me once, have come back and with apologies and enlightenment and made those acts less hurtful (Thank you).
Then those that were always there are there again, and make me smile so broadly with thier thoughtfulness and care(I love you).
Everyone is growing up, and gainging more. I wont say changing, I can still see the child in them, but gaining and growing. Its frightening to have so many old friends now engaged, though I wish them all so much happiness, it puts my "love life" into perspective not so kindly. Its ok though, Im not ready for what theyre doing, not by half.
Possibility is what makes me this happy now, I wonder why it took so long for me to realize.
I guess were all growing up in our own way, finding our paths at different speeds, tripping over our feet at different intervals.
Love is only happiness, afterall, and is more self made then coming from anyone else.
Of course, that doesnt mean what comes from others doesnt make me into to a big dope.
In the purely emotive words of Ani;
"we didnt know, we didnt even try. One minute there was road beneath us, and the next theres sky"
OH AND I FORGOT TO MENTION: BECKY RAMSBOTTOM IS THE BESTEST PHOTOGRAPHER EVER AND I LOVE HER!!! GO SEE HER AWESOME PICTURES ON HER LJ (vixenobsession)
k thanks lol