No fic tonight folks - my apologies :(
Due to a completely shit-tastic day, I've got absolutely no motivation to write. And since I'm kinda writing these on the seat of my pants (aka the day they are due) I don't have anything prepared.
I'll get two posted tomorrow...or something ;) I tried to write, but really I'm honestly just not able to put enough effort into anything right now. Pathetic, who me?
The reason for my shit-tastic day, I applied for another job within my company, and was turned down today. I'm irritated, frustrated, and feel like a complete fucking loser at the moment. I know I'm not a loser, but knowing it doesn't really take the sharp sting out of not getting a job that you really wanted.
I'm tired of being in a fucking boring gray cubicle day in and day out, doing the same monotonous bullshit on repeat. I need to really sit down and take stock of where I want to go with my life, perhaps a return to school is in my future, because I just can't do what I'm doing for the rest of my life.
It's coming up on two years (December 22nd) since I started this job and left my other job (due to financial issues within the boating industry and that giant recession we had). I miss my old job, I miss my old boss, I miss the me I was then.
/endth my mellow-dramatic pitiful rant
I'll get two posted tomorrow...or something ;) I tried to write, but really I'm honestly just not able to put enough effort into anything right now. Pathetic, who me?
The reason for my shit-tastic day, I applied for another job within my company, and was turned down today. I'm irritated, frustrated, and feel like a complete fucking loser at the moment. I know I'm not a loser, but knowing it doesn't really take the sharp sting out of not getting a job that you really wanted.
I'm tired of being in a fucking boring gray cubicle day in and day out, doing the same monotonous bullshit on repeat. I need to really sit down and take stock of where I want to go with my life, perhaps a return to school is in my future, because I just can't do what I'm doing for the rest of my life.
It's coming up on two years (December 22nd) since I started this job and left my other job (due to financial issues within the boating industry and that giant recession we had). I miss my old job, I miss my old boss, I miss the me I was then.
/endth my mellow-dramatic pitiful rant