dont know
Marta is an amazing gal from CA. i could talk to her nonstop. and i still have more to write about her at some point.
but then i feel weird right now. cause i know with Rachel im not the only guy she talks to or is interested in, and i kinda led myself to believe otherwise, but after not having talked this past week at all really i dont know what to think. not like we are together but kinda makes me sad knowing im not the only one. i have other people i talk to also but i duno, im jus weird like that. guess i wish someone jus wanted me and me alone. blahness. ;o(
but then i feel weird right now. cause i know with Rachel im not the only guy she talks to or is interested in, and i kinda led myself to believe otherwise, but after not having talked this past week at all really i dont know what to think. not like we are together but kinda makes me sad knowing im not the only one. i have other people i talk to also but i duno, im jus weird like that. guess i wish someone jus wanted me and me alone. blahness. ;o(