question
would anyone even care or notice if i went away for a while? meaning if i didnt get online like a fuckin loser all the damn time. would anyone call or even think bout me? sounds pretty damn selfish, but jus wondering. not like everyone i talk to knows my journal so they wont read this. sometimes it jus seems like im the biggest fuckin idiot or maybe i really am. idiot, fuck up, its all the same. *sigh* my lifes jus pathetic. on top of that i dont even think ill find someone great anytime soon. WHY DO I ALWAYS GOTA THINK BOUT THAT KINDA THING!!? grr i duno.