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This makes my head hurt. I know he's hurting, therefore hearing about it makes me hurt too. Yeah, I know, some of you are thinking "So if you care about him so much, why the hell did you break up with him?" ...Because I wanted to. I still feel that I made the right choice. But I still hate seeing him like this.
I have to get ready for work, dress up all nice (in my sexy clothes which apparently really aren't mine), and go in. Can someone just sedate me for tomorrow (my birthday), so I don't go around screaming at people "It's my birthday! Where are my PRESENTS??" Sometimes I still have a 6-year-old's mentality. Such as, hey, if you know me, you'll get me birthday presents, right? Mmm hmm. Yeah, that's going to take me far. I'm turning 22 tomorrow. I don't feel like I am.
I have to get ready for work, dress up all nice (in my sexy clothes which apparently really aren't mine), and go in. Can someone just sedate me for tomorrow (my birthday), so I don't go around screaming at people "It's my birthday! Where are my PRESENTS??" Sometimes I still have a 6-year-old's mentality. Such as, hey, if you know me, you'll get me birthday presents, right? Mmm hmm. Yeah, that's going to take me far. I'm turning 22 tomorrow. I don't feel like I am.