Been a while...
I went to Adam and Jude's place tonight just to see them because it'll probably be the last time I'll see em all summer. I hung out for a few hours until the inevitable hordes that always manage to arrive and I left. It was somewhere around one, little before, little after. Doesn't really matter. I meant to walk home but instead I just walked until almost four. No real reason just sort of felt like walking, maybe because I'm restless because I missed the gym, maybe just because. Either way I walked and I thought.
I thought about all the things I have and how grateful I am for them. I thought about Jamie and how I want to spend my life with her and raise kids with her and grow old with her. I thought about my cats, my friends, my family, my home. I just walked and thought about those things and how so many people don't have a Jamie or cats, or friends and I was overcome by just how damn lucky I really am. Sure work sucks sometimes, and on occasion life isn't all pizza and blow jobs but I'm a lucky guy. And when I finally felt content just from dwelling on the good things, something I do all too little I've decided, I came home and I showered and shaved and sat down to write this. And now it's time to thank all of you somewhere other than in my thoughts. I thank Jamie, my friends, my cats, my family and whatever it is that allowed me to have all of those things. And Jamie, I love you plainly, simply and truly. I do it without trying. 'Nuff said.