"Just give me something to go on"
Well it's another nice day out and I get to head to work in a little less than an hour. I miss having weekends off. My shift yesterday wasn't so bad I guess. I hardly did any work and got to goof around quite a bit. Will came by and spent my 15 min break with me. We have a million demo games that just clutter up the back room so the manager decided to give them to me so I could bring them to daycare. I'ma be like Santy Claus!
I've been feeling pretty goddamn emo lately but it feels pointless writing it down cuz hey, what else is new. My manager asked me if I was permanently depressed since all the songs on my mix cd are in his opinion quite moody. He caught me kind of off guard; it made me wonder if I really am all that angsty. It's not something to be proud of, imo. Seems like the cage has been rattled though, in a few different respects, so I suppose change is inevitable at this point. Like George Michael sang and Fred Durst yelled, you gotta have faith. I just want to start a huge chorus of "everything's gonna be alright" until everyone around me believes it and just goes with the flow. I should take up hypnotism.
University acceptance is coming up in about 2 weeks. Part of me's been thinking that maybe Laurentian is the best course of action. Sudbury might not be a gorgeous hubbub of activity but it has family and less distractions all around. It's only a year, right? Time away would surely put things into perspective. And it'd be something to tell the grand-kids. Kinda feels like running away though. Guh. Decisions.
Ok sorry for my rambling. Hopefully next time I'll be coherent.
I've been feeling pretty goddamn emo lately but it feels pointless writing it down cuz hey, what else is new. My manager asked me if I was permanently depressed since all the songs on my mix cd are in his opinion quite moody. He caught me kind of off guard; it made me wonder if I really am all that angsty. It's not something to be proud of, imo. Seems like the cage has been rattled though, in a few different respects, so I suppose change is inevitable at this point. Like George Michael sang and Fred Durst yelled, you gotta have faith. I just want to start a huge chorus of "everything's gonna be alright" until everyone around me believes it and just goes with the flow. I should take up hypnotism.
University acceptance is coming up in about 2 weeks. Part of me's been thinking that maybe Laurentian is the best course of action. Sudbury might not be a gorgeous hubbub of activity but it has family and less distractions all around. It's only a year, right? Time away would surely put things into perspective. And it'd be something to tell the grand-kids. Kinda feels like running away though. Guh. Decisions.
Ok sorry for my rambling. Hopefully next time I'll be coherent.