depression

[azrael079]

Its setting in again, i dont know whats wrong, i mean its been 16 years and yet i can feel these feelings creeping back up on me, what should i do to stop these feelings? its almost to overwhelming to stand, well i dont think i should depress you any further
fare thee well

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from a guardian angel

[anonymous]

you are sad. you are insecure. you cry yourself to sleep at night. you are the one that wants to die and when you do, you will know how kind and thoughtful shaun is. you will know how selfish and worthless you are. you will know that you will never be happy because you can not amount to anything. you will know that you will always be looking for the easy way out because that is what you are.. easy. all it takes to win your favor is one sorry attempt of affection. that is all you will ever get because that is all you deserve. we know you are a small, simple minded person not capable of anything great. we see that you are not strong. we see that you are full of excuses. we see that you will grow old, living the same life you are living now, letting others make decisions for you, letting others take the lead. you are a follower. you will forever be one. you will forever be insecure. you will forever be more concerned with what others are doing because what you are doing is uninteresting, meaningless and shallow.
my ex boyfriend shot himself in the mouth and ended his life. you do not have any knowledge over what you are wishing for. if this happened to you, would you blame yourself? could you bare that pain? you are not strong enough. you are weak, you would fold, you would die.