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After my brief vacation from the stupid sullen life i had before i've decided to come back to this dreadfull foundation full of dank and repetitive memories of unhapyness... Why? I don't know...
I've decided to give up one last thing and that would be giving up. I started playing magic again at least for the next three years and unless something big happens i'll never quit it again untill those three years are up...not for anything or anyone.
I learned about 3 months ago that I disliked magic because people were identifying me with it and honestly that's not who I am... but realy if people feel the need to identify me with something that is barley 5 percent of who I am then how well do the realy know me and further why should it matter to me that they're ignorant of who I am?
Went to the prerelease for saviours to comemorate my reclaiming of my hobbie and as sort of a mini aniversary i'll go to regionals with a deck that I feel happy with playing whether i win or lose.
I feel so out of touch with people I felt so happy with before but I find that I don't mourn the loss of those companions, and i know that wnen I go back to university they will still be there and any differences will be immaterial because there's nothing anybody can do to stop change.
I'm sorry I heven't tried to keep in touch but maybey I'll have a chance to catch up some time.
...Mike...
I've decided to give up one last thing and that would be giving up. I started playing magic again at least for the next three years and unless something big happens i'll never quit it again untill those three years are up...not for anything or anyone.
I learned about 3 months ago that I disliked magic because people were identifying me with it and honestly that's not who I am... but realy if people feel the need to identify me with something that is barley 5 percent of who I am then how well do the realy know me and further why should it matter to me that they're ignorant of who I am?
Went to the prerelease for saviours to comemorate my reclaiming of my hobbie and as sort of a mini aniversary i'll go to regionals with a deck that I feel happy with playing whether i win or lose.
I feel so out of touch with people I felt so happy with before but I find that I don't mourn the loss of those companions, and i know that wnen I go back to university they will still be there and any differences will be immaterial because there's nothing anybody can do to stop change.
I'm sorry I heven't tried to keep in touch but maybey I'll have a chance to catch up some time.
...Mike...