Infidel to die for
I just procede from one mess to the other, I can't live without pain. Or maybe it just follows me that much. It's not fair to those around me, and those victim to my antics.
I would give anything to go back in time and change the decisions I made, which is so unhealthy, I know. But I always feel that way, especially when I'm here. Even if it all was suppose to happen, and it would have ended up this way anyway.
Can't help but wish.
Makes it difficult to exist sometimes.
I'll always drag on though.
My allergies are acting up today :/ ugh.
Wish I could make the best of this last day, but I have no idea how.
I would give anything to go back in time and change the decisions I made, which is so unhealthy, I know. But I always feel that way, especially when I'm here. Even if it all was suppose to happen, and it would have ended up this way anyway.
Can't help but wish.
Makes it difficult to exist sometimes.
I'll always drag on though.
My allergies are acting up today :/ ugh.
Wish I could make the best of this last day, but I have no idea how.