Jan 22, 2004 21:54
sometimes when u think of life after high school in college, it makes you think abt what its going to be like after that and then after that...its scary really.
i kinda dont want to go to college, ill miss everyone that ive grown to know now and just when im abt to settle in and actually feel comfortable here i have to move again....how crappy is that?
ppl and my relationships with them mean alot to me and just to see them go away like i did to my friends back in thailand kills....i mean there are alot of ppl back there who i would still like to be able to talk to but cant and because of that...we have drifted apart. i havent heard from my 'bro' in months now and i dont want that to happen again to my friends here.....i dont want to leave this place.