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dear ryan,
i am so fucking upset. i hope that you read this. all i have been doing for this past week is take care of your sick ass and think about what i'm going to get you for valentines day. no matter what i do for you or whatever when it comes to a fucking thursday it doesnt matter, "its your day." wtf when did your fucking games matter more than me? this is fucking bull shit. oh and FYI your stupid fucking dipwad manager doesnt help the situation when he's saying shit in the backround so i hope you say something before i go in to your fucking work and spit in his face. i really dont give a fuck. he shouldnt be saying shit in the fucking backround... if you want to start acting like a fucking wise guy like him then you can expect to see my ass walking out the fucking door. if you even became an incling like jay i would be gone in a fucking second. hes a piece of shit. anyways back to you, i know your going to say blah blah blah you always put me down and im never good enough like you always fucking do. I PUT YOU ON A FUCKING PEDISTOL! you know for a fact that all i do is say how good looking you are and how happy you make me and shit and you say i put you down? i dont fucking think so...its a fucking cop-out for you to not talk about the subject. whatever...thursdays are your fucking day so you can play your stupid fucking games, but hey guess what your games aren't going to be there for you in the end and be there to support you and shit. you really think that those ppl your playing with give a flying fuck about you? i dont fucking think so, so when you are putting me aside and wanting to play your games and shit think about what your doing, your pushing me away, the person who fucking loves and adores you and would fukcing take a bullet between the eyes for you. think about that ryan dismore.
oh and another thing the point of us not hanging out on thursdays was because i had school not for us to get away from eachother, that was never the intension. you know you would go fucking ape shit if i said oh i want a day off so i can go hang out with my friends and play on the computer and talk to ppl i dont know...hmmm okay sounds like a plan. i say that ummm how about fridays are my day to do whatever the fuck i want. sounds like a fucking plan. whatever im done with this i have got better fucking things to do then vent on the fucking computer. fuck off asshole.
Love truly,
Vanessa :)
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i am so fucking upset. i hope that you read this. all i have been doing for this past week is take care of your sick ass and think about what i'm going to get you for valentines day. no matter what i do for you or whatever when it comes to a fucking thursday it doesnt matter, "its your day." wtf when did your fucking games matter more than me? this is fucking bull shit. oh and FYI your stupid fucking dipwad manager doesnt help the situation when he's saying shit in the backround so i hope you say something before i go in to your fucking work and spit in his face. i really dont give a fuck. he shouldnt be saying shit in the fucking backround... if you want to start acting like a fucking wise guy like him then you can expect to see my ass walking out the fucking door. if you even became an incling like jay i would be gone in a fucking second. hes a piece of shit. anyways back to you, i know your going to say blah blah blah you always put me down and im never good enough like you always fucking do. I PUT YOU ON A FUCKING PEDISTOL! you know for a fact that all i do is say how good looking you are and how happy you make me and shit and you say i put you down? i dont fucking think so...its a fucking cop-out for you to not talk about the subject. whatever...thursdays are your fucking day so you can play your stupid fucking games, but hey guess what your games aren't going to be there for you in the end and be there to support you and shit. you really think that those ppl your playing with give a flying fuck about you? i dont fucking think so, so when you are putting me aside and wanting to play your games and shit think about what your doing, your pushing me away, the person who fucking loves and adores you and would fukcing take a bullet between the eyes for you. think about that ryan dismore.
oh and another thing the point of us not hanging out on thursdays was because i had school not for us to get away from eachother, that was never the intension. you know you would go fucking ape shit if i said oh i want a day off so i can go hang out with my friends and play on the computer and talk to ppl i dont know...hmmm okay sounds like a plan. i say that ummm how about fridays are my day to do whatever the fuck i want. sounds like a fucking plan. whatever im done with this i have got better fucking things to do then vent on the fucking computer. fuck off asshole.
Love truly,
Vanessa :)
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