10 months.
So yesterday and Ryan and my 10 month anniversary, the 28th. it was nice cuz we spent the whole day together and got along the whole day without any complications or arguments. it was really nice. <3 at night we went to a movie with david and karynn. it was really nice cuz we all got to spend some time together. i miss those two. they are the best. together they are even better. so we watched "ALONE IN THE DARK" it was one of the worst movies ive ever seen. it was almost up there with "KUNG PAO" you know the stupid spoof karate movie. yeah that was the worst movie ive ever seen but "ALONE IN THE DARK" was right up there. it was funny because it was so fucking random. it just didnt make sense sometimes. oh well though it was cool just to hang out with david and karynn so no big complaints.
so im way stoked of ryan. i caught myself just staring at him and thinking to myself how beautiful he was. his fucking beautiful green eyes, his natural jet black hair, the feel and look of his porclain skin, and omg his lips, i could kiss those things all day. he is everything ive ever wanted inside and out. even when i was younger he is exactly what ive always imagined my future husband would be and look like. i feel so blessed. i wonder when he's gonna leave me for some hot girl. but in my heart i know he never would. i cant live without him and he cant live without me. we are inseperable. when people ask, "are you guys gonna get married?" i always say "i hope so" only because i dont want to jynx myself. i KNOW that we will be together forever. meh i love him...
...and he loves me.
so im way stoked of ryan. i caught myself just staring at him and thinking to myself how beautiful he was. his fucking beautiful green eyes, his natural jet black hair, the feel and look of his porclain skin, and omg his lips, i could kiss those things all day. he is everything ive ever wanted inside and out. even when i was younger he is exactly what ive always imagined my future husband would be and look like. i feel so blessed. i wonder when he's gonna leave me for some hot girl. but in my heart i know he never would. i cant live without him and he cant live without me. we are inseperable. when people ask, "are you guys gonna get married?" i always say "i hope so" only because i dont want to jynx myself. i KNOW that we will be together forever. meh i love him...
...and he loves me.