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i can't stand this anymore... insomnia is consuming me alive.... its night 4 i still cant sleep i take little naps here and there but what the fuck is a half hour gonna do for me? my thoughts are exactly whats consuming me whole but thats a long story i dont want to get into... i'm literally my own worst enemy.... it fucking sucks! i've been busy wrapping myself up with work on my trucks they keep me sane, and cara she keeps me grounded in the sense that she's my main reason not to gouge my own eyes out and hangmyself from the oak tree in the back yard.... yea i need help....