May 29, 2003 19:45
on the other note...ahh this is simply pathetic how people come and reply in my journal without knowing me...i mean seriously just like jessica said...YOU NEVER MET me...besides her and others none of you have...stop telling me who i am becouse none of you have an idea...yes Hi Brandy you're a great person i still remember the time i spoke to you on ftj twice or whatever...seriously you're a smart girl don't come and tell me all this BULLSHIT becouse none of it is true...i never said i am a fucked up kid...i said i had fucked up moments...which only makes me a little more angry and i take it out on people and don't really see it after it's done...MANDY you ...ok i don't even know if that's your name but whatever (jamtothis1) or whatever it goes by...you seriously should NOT talk at all...becouse you never even spoke to me...don't tell me all this shit...those are words...words from someone who doesn't know me, from someone i don't know. Louise ok your shit is just what it is " shit" moving on...when people got something to say to me say it to me after you have talked to me and maybe some how got to know me or something becouse wtf? if a stranger comes up to you on a street and tells you shit will you sit there and listen to it? i doubt it...becouse he/she doesn't know you...a fucken stranger comes up to you telling you all this shit about YOU...YOUR LIFE! i doubt you will sit there with a smile and just agree with them...soo yeah that's the thing...you're a stranger to me...don't know me...don't tell me shit you don't know.
You heard more like READ something from someone elses journal...those are SOMEONE ELSES words NOT YOURS someone elses you are just fallowing the crowd how sad is that? you are simply going with what others say not even knowing half of it...thats fucken GAY GAY GAY!
So far i noticed only like 2-3 people replyed in my journal
(who i don't even know) ok WTF happen to the rest? huh? what happened? they know they don't know me...so they just sit and bitch about it by their noses...i respect that becouse they don't jump in conclusions like you pathetic meatheads...get a grip. SERIOUSLY!
and Brandy you're wrong! deeply wrong...i never said i don't care and i didn't CARE! i do...always haved...but this is a thing that will get over...its a news for a day...like any other
like a TV show...something happens ...they tell you about it...you talk about it for few days. weeks and whatever...and later on everyone forgets about it Hi we call it "life" move on.
it's only been what? 48hours? 24hours? the comments i read make me laugh not becouse its funny becouse you people are seriously dumb...you actualy have the balls to sit and argue over it with someone you don't know (kim) she did listen to me...she knows what's going on you didn't , so for which you don't now a fly zip. And it's more pathetic that you actualy take TIME from your LIFE to keep this going. This is not between you and me...this is between Jess and Me and if i wanted to say something i say it to her i don't have to sit in front of judgmental people and explain myself i didn't do shit to you i did something to her...and i already wrote some email to her about it. Move on seriously why don't you all look back at your lifes...and see how perfect is it...becouse there's no such thing as perfect life. perfect person. perfect whatever else.
If this world was perfect, no crimes, no mistakes no nothing would happen...but it did...so yeah think about it.
Get out of MY life and go look after yours...becouse i am least of your worries! and OMFG lmao lmao lmao PEOPLE CAN'T CHANGE?!
okay...hmm let's see ...i think they can if they want to...ALL OF YOU have changed...maybe some of you are too dumb, too blind to notice it...you all have changed in some way maybe not as much but HAVE CHANGED! Brandy are you telling me you haven't changed? are you the same exact person you were before? i VERY doubt it.
NONE OF YOU IS PERFECT, DON'T MAKE YOURSELF SOUND LIKE YOU ARE. EVERYONE IS FUCKED UP --- EVERYONE!
you just can't face the facts and are too scared of someone else showiing - telling you the truth.
*rolls eyez*
Today was the first time i actualy smiled becouse of the stupid shit my friend did ...but hey i did smile...i didn't think of this for the whole day...becouse i am just strong enough to get over it...i will ...after some time but i will! i am not playing tough shit ( yeah like you said it ) i am just telling you that this will be over before you July 4th comes along. Why don't you all look at yourself and pick out the goods and bads about yourself and come back and tell me if you have always been a perfect person...( doubt it) you can sit and tell me you never made a mistake? regreated something? lost someone close and are sad about it? PLEASE if any of you said YES, you're only lying to yourself! =]