it's been a long time coming / down this road
..by which i mean it's been a ridiculously long time since my last update. i blame this on emu, for not bugging me to post :P
so much stuff has happened that i feel like there's a lot to post about.. but i don't even know where to start. and then i'm not sure there's anything to post anyways.
i really liked being at home. i like how some people seem exactly the same and some people seem really different, but the relationships that mattered are still there. i still feel comfortable at home, and that's a really nice feeling.
i'm actually really happy about being back at school too. the first couple days kinda sucked, i must admit. everything was still in storage and the room looked so empty and it was hot and i was cranky.. but now it's all better. my stuff is mostly unpacked, we've got fruit (!), everyone's coming back, decorations are slowly being put up.. everything's settling down a bit and it's like last year but better!
despite my generally indecisive nature, i really like having things defined. having two different worlds (home and school) is kinda odd. i wonder if i act differently depending on where i am and who i'm with, and if i do--which one's real? or maybe they're both real or both equally fake. i wonder which decisions i make will make a difference in the long run, i wonder if any of them make a difference at all. i wonder about what'll happen, and i wonder what i should do about it. i wonder how i should define things when it's my decision, which i guess is why i'm so indecisive.
i like how this post is really disjointed and doesn't make much sense.
so much stuff has happened that i feel like there's a lot to post about.. but i don't even know where to start. and then i'm not sure there's anything to post anyways.
i really liked being at home. i like how some people seem exactly the same and some people seem really different, but the relationships that mattered are still there. i still feel comfortable at home, and that's a really nice feeling.
i'm actually really happy about being back at school too. the first couple days kinda sucked, i must admit. everything was still in storage and the room looked so empty and it was hot and i was cranky.. but now it's all better. my stuff is mostly unpacked, we've got fruit (!), everyone's coming back, decorations are slowly being put up.. everything's settling down a bit and it's like last year but better!
despite my generally indecisive nature, i really like having things defined. having two different worlds (home and school) is kinda odd. i wonder if i act differently depending on where i am and who i'm with, and if i do--which one's real? or maybe they're both real or both equally fake. i wonder which decisions i make will make a difference in the long run, i wonder if any of them make a difference at all. i wonder about what'll happen, and i wonder what i should do about it. i wonder how i should define things when it's my decision, which i guess is why i'm so indecisive.
i like how this post is really disjointed and doesn't make much sense.