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soo much work to do this week... so much fun.... when will this year end... and would i want it to end? so far i feel as if my 4 years of going through IB, as the biggest mistake of my life, to which i will be reminded of everyday when im older doing whatnot, but fate has his fun sometimes and maybe i just need to suck it up and finish up and see what the world has to offer.
I have always been told that I am smart, but what defines as being smart. Being street smart vs Book smarts. Time and time again i ask myself, what is the meaning of life, what is MY purpose here, and what purpose does going through so much troubles of life not knowing what will happen tommorow. No, im not afraid of death, i welcome it, for we all have a set time to die from the time that we are born, and why not just live life to the fullest?
For those out there that are afraid to open up and just seek everyday to the fullest, you are wasting precious time that cannot be given back. One minute you think you have control of a situation but u soon find out that it is so fragile and falls apart. When you find that special someone, or think you have, don't let that person slip out of your grips, for the hardest thing to do would be to think about how you didnt put the effort into it and lost your chance rather than risking the feeling of rejection. People always surprise me sometimes though, and i always find myself looking at the world in a cynical view in that some people are so ignorant.
But to what extent is this ignorance. Who is to blame? The person's upbringing, from family to friends? I really don't care about those people quite as i used to. I used to have the obligation of enriching those minds and expand their horizons, but one person cannot do it alone. The world is full of corruption and killing, lies. The problems of the world may cross our minds and we feel bad for it but how would u make a difference. Even though it crosses our minds and whatnot, we tend to shut it out of our heads and soon forget about other problems and begin to deal with the "drama" and petty things that would make no difference years on from now. I really hate those people who thinks so highly of themselves when they are ignorant to the world and its problems and cry over the most retarted things.
I have always been told that I am smart, but what defines as being smart. Being street smart vs Book smarts. Time and time again i ask myself, what is the meaning of life, what is MY purpose here, and what purpose does going through so much troubles of life not knowing what will happen tommorow. No, im not afraid of death, i welcome it, for we all have a set time to die from the time that we are born, and why not just live life to the fullest?
For those out there that are afraid to open up and just seek everyday to the fullest, you are wasting precious time that cannot be given back. One minute you think you have control of a situation but u soon find out that it is so fragile and falls apart. When you find that special someone, or think you have, don't let that person slip out of your grips, for the hardest thing to do would be to think about how you didnt put the effort into it and lost your chance rather than risking the feeling of rejection. People always surprise me sometimes though, and i always find myself looking at the world in a cynical view in that some people are so ignorant.
But to what extent is this ignorance. Who is to blame? The person's upbringing, from family to friends? I really don't care about those people quite as i used to. I used to have the obligation of enriching those minds and expand their horizons, but one person cannot do it alone. The world is full of corruption and killing, lies. The problems of the world may cross our minds and we feel bad for it but how would u make a difference. Even though it crosses our minds and whatnot, we tend to shut it out of our heads and soon forget about other problems and begin to deal with the "drama" and petty things that would make no difference years on from now. I really hate those people who thinks so highly of themselves when they are ignorant to the world and its problems and cry over the most retarted things.