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*hey guys! things have been so weird lately. I just feel so out of place. I feel like I'm not really in anything anymore, and I'm just simply ready for college. I don't know. Another guy lost me. I have been saying that I lost a guy, but that makes it seem like he dumped me. It's all just ridiculous. I always think one guy is perfect, and I'll hang out with him, and realize that he's just another one that can't do the right things. that makes him number 21. gone. i think i just need to take myself out of the dating game. My mom actually sat me down this morning and said "we need to talk. you have a problem. (she says this as if I am on drugs...she gets all serious and goes on) You judge boys way too easily. You need to give them a chance." This is coming from the woman who refused to let me date. now she's telling me that i need to treat boys nicer. Is it my fault that I can find flaws faster than anyone else? I think I just find flaws in others because I have so many in myself. I'm a hard judge of character, and it's been hurting not only myself but the others that fall into my traps. this is why i call my new guys victims. get it? this is for you, victim number 21:
I think I did it again
I made you believe we're more than just friends
Oh baby
It might seem like a crush
But it doesn't mean that I'm serious
'Cause to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Oh baby, baby
CHORUS:
Oops!...I did it again
I played with your heart, got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops!...You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent
You see my problem is this
I'm dreaming away
Wishing that heroes, they truly exist
I cry, watching the days
Can't you see I'm a fool in so many ways
But to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Baby, oh
*and i talked to someone very special last night. someone who still holds everything. i miss you more than words could ever describe. he won't read this anyways...this is for him:
It’s been too long and I’m lost without u
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin’ you, wantin’ you
(said I need you)
Wonderin’ if ur the same and who’s been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
[verse 1]
Off to college
Yes you went away
Straight from high school
You up and left me
We were close friends
Also lovers
Did everything
For one another
Now ur gone and I’m lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back...to me
Can you...hear me (callin’)
Hear me...callin’ (for you)
For you...’cuz it’s
[chorus]
It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin’ you, wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if ur the same and who’s been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
[verse 2]
Now I’m sittin’ here
Thinkin’ ’bout you
And the days we used to share
It’s drivin’ me crazy
I don’t know what to do
I’m just wonderin’ if you still care
I don’t wanna let you know
That it’s killin’ me
I know you got another life you gotta concentrate baby
Come back...to me
Can you...hear me (callin’)
Hear me...callin’ (for you)
For you...’cuz it’s
[chorus 2x]
It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin’ you, wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if ur the same and who’s been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
[bridge]
I...can’t...breathe...no...more
Since you went away i
Don’t really feel like talkin’
Don’t wanna hear you don’t love me
Baby do you understand me
I can’t do a thing without you
[chorus 3x]
It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
(tell me what I’m gonna do)
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin’ you, wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if ur the same and who’s been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I think I did it again
I made you believe we're more than just friends
Oh baby
It might seem like a crush
But it doesn't mean that I'm serious
'Cause to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Oh baby, baby
CHORUS:
Oops!...I did it again
I played with your heart, got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops!...You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent
You see my problem is this
I'm dreaming away
Wishing that heroes, they truly exist
I cry, watching the days
Can't you see I'm a fool in so many ways
But to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Baby, oh
*and i talked to someone very special last night. someone who still holds everything. i miss you more than words could ever describe. he won't read this anyways...this is for him:
It’s been too long and I’m lost without u
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin’ you, wantin’ you
(said I need you)
Wonderin’ if ur the same and who’s been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
[verse 1]
Off to college
Yes you went away
Straight from high school
You up and left me
We were close friends
Also lovers
Did everything
For one another
Now ur gone and I’m lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back...to me
Can you...hear me (callin’)
Hear me...callin’ (for you)
For you...’cuz it’s
[chorus]
It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin’ you, wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if ur the same and who’s been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
[verse 2]
Now I’m sittin’ here
Thinkin’ ’bout you
And the days we used to share
It’s drivin’ me crazy
I don’t know what to do
I’m just wonderin’ if you still care
I don’t wanna let you know
That it’s killin’ me
I know you got another life you gotta concentrate baby
Come back...to me
Can you...hear me (callin’)
Hear me...callin’ (for you)
For you...’cuz it’s
[chorus 2x]
It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin’ you, wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if ur the same and who’s been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
[bridge]
I...can’t...breathe...no...more
Since you went away i
Don’t really feel like talkin’
Don’t wanna hear you don’t love me
Baby do you understand me
I can’t do a thing without you
[chorus 3x]
It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
(tell me what I’m gonna do)
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin’ you, wantin’ you
Wonderin’ if ur the same and who’s been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes