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[aznrevolution71]

I'm so sad right now. I'm actually starting to hate being here, I miss everyone too damn much, I miss Spellman, I miss home-cooked meals, everything!! I'm soo homesick and depressed to death. I feel no one really cares about me and I know my family is supposed to fucking send me a care package any day or whatever now but, I'm starting to get depressed that there's NOTHING in my mailbox. I almost cry everytime I see it empty b/c I see my friends take out shitloads of those Hershey Kisses bags w/ the little messages they get from their family and friends while I get NOTHING. I don't even think they cost that much and I'm really pissed off at my family that they didn't even send me some of that stuff. It wasn't about the chocolate, it was the thought that counts. I call 'em every day but its seriously not the same and I feel so left out. There's some days I wanna cry myself to sleep. I miss all of my friends from Spellman so much, especially b/c school is gonna start soon and I won't be there. I miss civilization b/c this is the biggest fucking HICK town I've been in and there's nothing to do here at all. I miss all my old teachers so much, especially Mr. Hans. Every time I sit in Ethics, all I can think about were all the great memories of his philosophy class and how he taught it soo much better. He was completely RIGHT about everything and every damn aspect of college life and people thinking you're an idiot for what you believe in. In a way, I'm glad he warned me but I'm also kinda pissed how right he is. -_-'''

Anyways, I'll shut up now about my crappy life. If you guys ever wanna send me some letter or whatever to make me feel loved, here's the address:

Rosanne Luis
Seneca Hall 207
47 Cayuga Circle
Oswego, NY 13126